Confessions of an Addict

It was meant to be a bit of harmless fun! I'd never tried it before n was so curious!
It seemed like everybody else was doing it n that it was safe.
At first it was just seeing how everbody else was doing it, I was still quite scared n wasn't sure if I was ready to try. Then i became addicted.

Before all of this I was the person who blasted anyone who had tried it!
I couldn't find a reason for doing it n grilled people till they could give me one!
My parents were against it, n were always saying that they didn't trust it n they didn't see how anyone could use it!
I knew then that I was better off for not trying... I wish I knew that now!

My first time was not planned... I checked to see if an ex had used it n found that he did, that infuriated me bcoz it was when we were still together n I didn't know why he had to hide it!
So i decided to take my first hit...

I JOINED MYSPACE!

At first it was harmless fun, finding friends u hadn't spoken to in years, seeing what they were up to... After a while I didn't get a rush from it... I wanted more n MySpace couldn't satisfy my cravings! I didn't know what to do... that was until a friend invited me to join Facebook... Without hesitation I was in!

Before I knew what I was doing I had hundreds of friends n was logging in countless times each day to see if anyone new had added me or if people had changed their profiles!
I wanted n felt I needed more...

It took me a while to admit it, but I finally made myself realise, I was addicted to the one thing I had hated most! I know there r more people like me out there, n it is hard to admit... But at the end of the day... I am happy to be be addicted Crackbook (as I now call it)


Till next blog,

M